One Step Behind

Left behind! YES! When many of my friends get internship and start doing their thesis, and I'm still here at my home, doing nothing, just my enjoy leyeh leyeh time. Ahahhahaha, buat judul skripsi pun belom fix karena belom di acc pembimbing. Mau leyeh leyeh juga kepikiran mulu sama judul yang belom fix. Uhuhuhu. am I wrong if I enjoying my time at home now after one hectic semester? In one side, I feel it's worth it to enjoy my time now. But in one side, seeing many of my friends continue their hard work with get any internship or doing their thesis is really make me insecure.

Wasting time? Really? But I feel time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time. I just try to enjoy my holiday and relax my mind from everything. But I promise, after this holiday, I will back to work hard again. Because 2014 will be important year for me. Graduate and get a job, I just need to work harder than last year. Hope everything will work smoothly, and Allah always bless my way. Amin.

Thankyou 2013. Welcome 2014!

2013 is a year of full of ups and downs for me, and it did teach me a lot. But If I look back to my resolution on 2013, I feel that there also many disappointment bcs there are so many my resolution on 2013 that I cant achieve.

My Resolution on 2013

My resolution such as get exchange programme, diet, save more money, and wanna expand my online shop totally failed. I’m sorry for that. And it make that I should work harder for 2014.

2014 is full of hope for me. But, my 2014 resolution is not like previous years. I just have more simple resolution on this year. Yes, simple, but also full of hope. Graduate, have a proper job, moving out to Jakarta will be a new chapter at my life. 2014 maybe will be full of work hard and sweat. But it’s all not problem to catch my dream. 

Aaaaaah, that’s all. Thank you 2103,  and welcome 2014 !

Basnan's.

 Me. Between My Dad and my Grand father.

Me and my mom :*

My dad and my little young brother.

Me, dad, mom, my young brother, and also my cousin.

Entah kenapa random mau ngeposting tentang karakter keluarga disini. Kan di blog ini banyak disinggung tentang keluarga, jadi sekalian aja ya posting gimana karakter mereka :p

Abah : Kata orang anak cewek bakalan deket banget sama Ayahnya. So do I. I adore him so much! Pemikirannya luas, dan juga wise. Jarang banget kan ada orang yang smart, tapi juga wise. Nah, luckily my dad is one of them. Ngobrol bareng dia selalu nyambung, wawasan dan pemikirannya jauh banget. Makanya kalo ada apa apa, selalu minta saran dia. Dia yang selalu family man. Selalu memperhatikan keluarganya. Dia yang berharap banget aku jadi anak yang pinter (ehehehehe), sekolah tinggi dan dapet pekerjaan yang hebat. Amiiin. Semoga bisa ngelakuin seperti yang dia harepin ya .

Ibu : Ibu rumah tangga banget! Pinter masak, rumah selalu rapih padahal kerjaannya seabrek, selalu mengayomi anak-anaknya. Selalu memperhatiin keluarga. Kalo Abah keras, Ibu bisa nyeimbanginnya dengan sikapnya yang lembut. Temen belanja. Temen shopping. Temen wisata kuliner kemana-mana sampe keliling mall. Walaupun udah Ibu-Ibu tapi selera nya masih anak muda banget. Ehehhehe. Bikin betah di rumah karena pinteeeeeeeeeer banget masak. Masakannya enak semua. 

Adek : Adek yang ganteng. Ehhehehee ngga heran kalo banyak yang naksir. Sebagai cowo dia punya segalanya sih. Tinggi, tegap, mancung, mata bagus, tim futsal sekolah. Tapi dia lebih pendiem. Beda sama kakak cewe nya yang cerewet dan rumpi. Ehehehe. Yah kaya cowo-cowo cool gitu deh. Tahun depan dia udah mau lulus SMA, tolong doain supaya dia bisa masuk universitas/institusi yang dia mau, dan yang terbaik untuk dia ya :p

Nah, itu lah mereka. Ehehhehee. Like I said before, they are my strength, and I love them so much.

Fluorin

If u took science as ur major in senior high school, I think u’ve heard “halida” at chemistry subject, dont u?

Yes, “halida” or “halogen” are seventh group in the periodic table consisting of five chemically related elements : Fluorin (F), Chlorin (Cl), Bromine (Br), Iodine (I), and Astatine (At).

And from those elements, Fluorin is the strongest element that very explosive with “Halida”

Ahahhahahaa, ribet ya? But I just found something from those theory rely on my life. Unsur Fluorin mempunyai ikatan yang paling kuat dengan alkil Halida. And he just like my fluorin. Strong. Explosive. Ngga mudah terlepas.

Long time no see!

Hola! Long time no see!

Finally, setelah hampir 2 bulan liburan di Palembang, I'm back to face the reality. Welcome 7th semester!

Sedikit mau cerita kalo semester ini dibilang semester penghabisan, ngga boleh kepleset, harus lebih giat dan serius lagi kuliah.

Semester sibuk juga, tingkat akhir, kerjaan di HIMA juga meningkat. Belum lagi rencana mau ambil english course dan juga bahasa lainnya.

Di akhir semester juga rencananya mau magang, daaan onlineshop juga harus jalan!

Good luck for myself!

Q&A

Sebenarnya dari dulu ngga pernah ngepublish blog ini sih sama temen-temen, di sosial media apapun itu, kaya facebook, twitter, dan lain-lain. Tapi entah kenapa ada juga, bahkan banyak temen yang nemuin ini blog, ahahhaha ketauan yaa kepo nya. Dan setelah mereka ngeliat dan membaca blog ini, ada beberapa pertanyaan yang biasanya mereka lontarkan. Let's check it out :)

Q : Hal, kenapa sih isi blog nya galau mulu?

A : Believe me, inspiration to writing will come if u galau! Iya, galau itu buat kita punya inspirasi buat nulis. For me yah, Idk the others. When u feel everyone can not understand that u feel, the best idea is to write your thoughts on diary/blog :)

Q : Hal, gaya banget siiih blog nya pake bahasa inggris kebanyakan?

A : Well, First of all I'm sorry to use english at my blog, and to answer this question. It's my blog, my rule. You can choose to close and do not read my blog if you think that my blog annoying. This is my blog, a place of my random thoughts. And Idk, I feel better if I write it on english. Second, it my place to practice my english. I dont think my english good enough, so in here I can practice to make it fluently.

Q : Hal, emang ngga ada kerjaan ya ngeblog?

A : Kerjaaaaan? Banyaaaak ! Tapi ketika ada sesuatu kadang ngga bisa kita share ke orang lain, blog adalah salah satu tempatnya. Mungkin karena dari SD udah kebiasa nulis diary sih ya.

Q : Hal, blog nya alay ya?

A : Well, once again, it's me, my blog, and my rule. Walaupun postingan di blog ini kadang suka norak, rondam, alay, atau whatever, yaa ga pernah menyesal udah pernah posting. Ahahhaa, anggep kalo norak, alay, dan random itu pernah jadi bagian hidup kita. Malah happy kalo buka postingan blog yang udah lawas, ketawa sendiri ngeliat postingan sendiri yang noraaaaak :)

Q : Hal, blognya bagus, design dari mana?

A : Banyak tanya ke om google dong. I've designed this blog myself. There's a lot of tutorial on google :)

Q: Hal, kalo orang yang ditulis di blog ini baca gimana?

A: Hmmm, kayanya ngga pernah secara langsung nulis nama tiap orang di blog ini sih ya. Tapi kalo orang itu baca, pasti dia kepo doooong :) Blog ini ga pernah di publish, terus kalo orangnya bisa bacaa, berarti dia cari sendiri, dan dia kepo dooooong :))

Hahahahahaha, seru yaa! Mungkin itu aja. See ya!

Random

Okay, once again I'll post about my love story in this blog. Idk, but if I think about love, there'll be a lot of things on my mind. Bullshit if I say that I dont need someone, and make in relationship with him. Honestly I really need. But, I'm not same like the other girls.....

Many of my friends support me to not become a head strong woman. They also suggest me to open myself for everyone, and give a chance to everyone. But once again, I cant :( If at first time I say NO, so it'll be permanent. I cant try to open my heart if at the first time I've said NO.

I've met many boys that attract myself. But I never to give a try. I'm not a type of girl who take a move first. I'm just a little girl who just can be wait him to take a move first. Maybe I'm self-centered. But It's me.  I'm sorry for that. 

And finally, I think that I wanna stop. Stop to hope. Focus to what I do for my college. It's because I think none of the boys can understand me enough. Yes, I believe there will be another boy who can complete me, and give a try to me. I dont mean that I'm too good for those boys. No, I'm not beautiful, smart, and kind enough. But I just think that there will be another boy. And from this time, I'll stop. Stop to hope. God always has perfect timing. Never early, never late. It takes a little patiance and it take a lot of faith but it's worth the wait. 

P.s : The boys : ******, *****, ***. ( The boys that impress me :p)