It's too complex and too complicated to write what in my mind now..
Oke, let I make it more simple :D
Ceritanya, this afternoon, I and my family ( Include my sister and my brother) attended an birthday party from one of our family. Umurnya emang ga muda lagi, but he makes birthday party as glamor as the other seventeen birthday party, in my opinion. But it's really not the problem. He has an extra money, to have everything, and his right to spend his money. And if I were him, I think, I also make my birthday party likes it. when there's so many "high class" people attend in that party. Damn, I feel that I the ugly one, and the stupid one !! Whereas the other girls wore dress, I just wore jeans and T- shirt. But, it's also NOT a BIG problem for me. I always confident with myself. Even, honestly I must say that sometimes I envy to see the girls. Lol.
So, what's the problem hal ?? ahahaa.. I dont know whether I'm too sensitive, but I feel "SEPET". (For the next I prefer use Indonesia, because if we feel "SEPET", it's better to "nyomplak" with Indonesia, really I do, sorry before :p)
Oke, ngerti deh mereka orang borjuis yang punya segalanya, glamor.. Tapi tolong dongs, kayanya lifestylenya berlebihan banget deh. trus penghormatan ke mereka berlebihan banget deh. Pantesan semua orang di dunia ini berebut jadi orang kaya, itu semua supaya mereka terpandang. Kalo mereka salah dimaklumin, atau bakalan dimaafin. Coba kalo orang biasa (kaya gw misalnya ) kesalahan sekecil apapun bisa jadi bahan cemoohan seumur hidup. Kesalahan sekecil apapun ga bakal dimaklumin.
Honestly, inside, I wanna screaming and crying. Really. Maybe I'm looks like "KUCEL" outside, but hey, U MOST KNOW I'M RICHER INSIDE. whatever you say, whatever you think, whatever you see. I am me. University student. And I wanna people SEE me from inside, not outside.
Kadang kesel sendiri ngeliat garagara seseorang yang terlalu dihormati atau disayangin mendapat perlakuan yang "wah" banget, bahkan HARUS RELA NGORBANIN ORANG LAEN, yang seharusnya didahuluin. Tapi garagara dia terlalu dihormatin, disayangin, dibanggain, semuanya DIMAKLUMIN, ga ada YANG BERANI !!
Oke, let I make it more simple :D
Ceritanya, this afternoon, I and my family ( Include my sister and my brother) attended an birthday party from one of our family. Umurnya emang ga muda lagi, but he makes birthday party as glamor as the other seventeen birthday party, in my opinion. But it's really not the problem. He has an extra money, to have everything, and his right to spend his money. And if I were him, I think, I also make my birthday party likes it. when there's so many "high class" people attend in that party. Damn, I feel that I the ugly one, and the stupid one !! Whereas the other girls wore dress, I just wore jeans and T- shirt. But, it's also NOT a BIG problem for me. I always confident with myself. Even, honestly I must say that sometimes I envy to see the girls. Lol.
So, what's the problem hal ?? ahahaa.. I dont know whether I'm too sensitive, but I feel "SEPET". (For the next I prefer use Indonesia, because if we feel "SEPET", it's better to "nyomplak" with Indonesia, really I do, sorry before :p)
Oke, ngerti deh mereka orang borjuis yang punya segalanya, glamor.. Tapi tolong dongs, kayanya lifestylenya berlebihan banget deh. trus penghormatan ke mereka berlebihan banget deh. Pantesan semua orang di dunia ini berebut jadi orang kaya, itu semua supaya mereka terpandang. Kalo mereka salah dimaklumin, atau bakalan dimaafin. Coba kalo orang biasa (kaya gw misalnya ) kesalahan sekecil apapun bisa jadi bahan cemoohan seumur hidup. Kesalahan sekecil apapun ga bakal dimaklumin.
Honestly, inside, I wanna screaming and crying. Really. Maybe I'm looks like "KUCEL" outside, but hey, U MOST KNOW I'M RICHER INSIDE. whatever you say, whatever you think, whatever you see. I am me. University student. And I wanna people SEE me from inside, not outside.
Kadang kesel sendiri ngeliat garagara seseorang yang terlalu dihormati atau disayangin mendapat perlakuan yang "wah" banget, bahkan HARUS RELA NGORBANIN ORANG LAEN, yang seharusnya didahuluin. Tapi garagara dia terlalu dihormatin, disayangin, dibanggain, semuanya DIMAKLUMIN, ga ada YANG BERANI !!
