Sometimes, I think, next 5 years, what would I do? What's my job? Will I make my parent proud and happy ?
Being an International Relations student is hard. When almost of job vacancy do not give spesific area for this major. Many people said that being an international relations is an advantage. You know you are the lucky one when you defeat thousand people to study in this major? But am I really happy for this?
Actually, for sure I know I am the lucky one. In this place, HI Unpad, there's so much experience I've got. Not only that, I also got many knowledge from this major. But, How's if I tell you if my dreams are not being Diplomat?
Okay, If I mention "International Relation", the first think on your mind is future diplomat, right? But, I dont know, I'm not attracted to become a diplomat, like the most of international relation student want to be. I feel that I haven't talent and ability enough for being a diplomat.
So this is the problem. When most of the people , include my parent and my big family want me to being a diplomat, How's if I tell them that it's not my dream? Will they disapointed ??
Fyuuuuh, I don't know. There's too much things in my head now.
And this post maybe will be continue soon.
