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Okay, once again I'll post about my love story in this blog. Idk, but if I think about love, there'll be a lot of things on my mind. Bullshit if I say that I dont need someone, and make in relationship with him. Honestly I really need. But, I'm not same like the other girls.....

Many of my friends support me to not become a head strong woman. They also suggest me to open myself for everyone, and give a chance to everyone. But once again, I cant :( If at first time I say NO, so it'll be permanent. I cant try to open my heart if at the first time I've said NO.

I've met many boys that attract myself. But I never to give a try. I'm not a type of girl who take a move first. I'm just a little girl who just can be wait him to take a move first. Maybe I'm self-centered. But It's me.  I'm sorry for that. 

And finally, I think that I wanna stop. Stop to hope. Focus to what I do for my college. It's because I think none of the boys can understand me enough. Yes, I believe there will be another boy who can complete me, and give a try to me. I dont mean that I'm too good for those boys. No, I'm not beautiful, smart, and kind enough. But I just think that there will be another boy. And from this time, I'll stop. Stop to hope. God always has perfect timing. Never early, never late. It takes a little patiance and it take a lot of faith but it's worth the wait. 

P.s : The boys : ******, *****, ***. ( The boys that impress me :p)