Thought

Actually, too much things spinning in my head now. I just think that recently, I just not be my self to impress other people. I know that my life is far from perfectness. And sometimes, I also feel envy with the better other's life. So, I just try to make my life perfect and complete. Trying to get what I dont have before, and then impress the others to care and get attention from them.

But once again, it is true if people said that if we are meant to get something, there is always be a way. We are not need to become not original or fake, to get what we want. Sometimes, I think life is not fair. But deeply, I know that each person has own life,  and each person has happiness and the bitter moment in their life.

And, one thing again, I know that in our life, not everything that we can achieve. If we can get happiness in one side, maybe we have to sacrifice the others side to be the bitter side in our life. YES, life is not perfect. 

There's always the sweet and the bitter side of everyone's life.

So, how about my life? Sure, I have sweet and bitter side of my life. The sweet one? Complete family! I always thankful to God for it. And if I can choose, I willingly choose to be poor person with ugly face AS LONG AS the 3 most persons that I Love (Aba+Ibu+Adek)  can get long life, stay healthy, and get their happiness.

And now, Alhamdulillah, Allah always hear my prays. Aba+Ibu+Adek can get long life, stay healthy, and we can complete each other to become happy family. Hope that Allah will always hear my these pray.

Maybe my life is not perfect. But family is more than just perfectness. Oh god, I dont hope anything again, a-ny-thing, as long as You guide my family :) Amiiin, and thankyou Allah :)