Valentine without someone

And Valentine is coming ...
I don't know, but Why I'm very sad in this valentine day??
In valentine days before, I never hope I can celebrate it with somoene who I love and love me too:)
I never hope someone will give me a bar of chocolate or a bucket of red rose in valentine day
But now, why I hope all that things comes true?
Honestly, I must say that i'm very jealous if i see a sweet couple.
they can Share everything in every moment
I also dont know why I feel so lonely here.
Without my family, without my old best friends, and without my prince :D
I dont want, but I NEED someone to share everything
I NEED someone who still faith for me
I NEED someone who bringing a million loves for me..
I NEED IT !! NEED IT !!

But sometimes I'm tired of hoping. Thinking that I've hurted enough to feel what's the meaning of love is.
I just can be grateful. Yeah, grateful !!
So grateful !!
Because I still have my parent and my little brother to fulfill my life.
It's enough to make me happy in my life.
I feel lucky, bcz i know, there's many people in this world have missed their family.
But, I still have them :D. The strength of my life ..