First Day @Kost (Again)

Almost 3 weeks spent my holiday at Palembang are not enough. I just want more holidays.

That's it !! When, we're around our family, everything seems very happy and joyful. When we're watchinbg TV together, when I helped my mom cooking, when I had joke with my bro, when I had discussed with my dad, all those things make me happy :) And I cant find it in here :(

So, God, I want next holiday can come faster too :) Cant wait to see all of them. I love them. Please guide me in here, and make my way easier to make them proud. Also take care and guide them to in there. Because their healthy and their happiness are my strength too. Amiiin

Happy Bday Dad !

Every year, your birthday reminds me how grateful I am that you are my father.
Dad, I'm praying a birthday prayer for you :)
Semoga panjang umur, sehat selalu, murah rezeki, dan selalu berada dalam lindungan Allah SWT.
Amiiiin

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 Why I have to love someone who never can love/ care about me ? I have GREAT MOM and DAD who never leave me, always care and love me. So, why I can not just try to love them and try to make them proud ?!?!

Life is about take and give. They always support, care, and love me. And now it's my time to show them that I really love them and wanna make them proud of me. Forget about the people that never love or respect you, but just love and make a joy with the people that love you too :)

I love U Abah and Ibu :)))

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Tuhaan, maaf selama ini aku terlalu sering mengeluh.. Aku sadar dibalik semua kekuranganku, Engkau tela memberikan banyak kelebihan yang kadang tidak kusadari untuk melengkapi hidupku.

Terimakasih untuk masih mengasihi orang tuaku dan menjaga mereka sampai sekarang.. Terimakasih juga karena telah memberikan teman - teman yang selalu mengerti dan ada di setiap suka dan duka. Terimakasih juga untuk nikmat lainnya, rezeki yang dilimpahkan, dll.

Pokoknya terimakasih ya Allah. Love U more <3 <3

Random

Hmmmph, mungkin ngerasa bosen kali yaa, kalo di twitter selalu ngeluh jadi jomblo..ahahhaa, sueer itu terkadang cuma buat fun doang, walaupun tetep sih, di dalem hati terdalam jenuh juga jadi jomblo..

ahahhaaha

Tapi, setelah diinget inget, aku udah punya semuanya yang aku butuhin !! yaa aku butuhiin !! Orang - orang yang sayang sepenuhnya, yaaa !!

Abah/ Ibu , pasti !! mereka tulus mencintai, menyayangi, perhatian. I love them. Kakak/Ayuk/Sepupu, walaupun ga semuanyaa tapi tetep beruntung punya mereka. Tante/Om walaupun mereka kadang agak menyebalkan, tapi aku tau mereka baik. Mulailah selalu berpikiran positif hal. Tanpa mereka, aku ga mungkin kaya gini :)

Dan last but not least, TEMEN !! Makasiiih udah menciptakan temen temen yang selalu ada. Spending time together with friends can make me enjoy this life and forget all my problem.

TERIMAKASIHH <3

FAKE

FAKE !!


Yaaa !! Me !! Fakee !! Ngerasa udah terlalu banyak kebohongan yang udah dibuat. It shows me that I havent already to be my self. Trying to attract the others by lying. Poor me yaaa.. I've tried to attract people that even dont care about me. 

Can I be become original? Be my self after all this bullshit?? 

Nineteen :)

Alhamdulillah yaaah, today is the last day for me to be 18. Tomorrow, I will turn to 19. Feel that time go so fast.

Ahhahaha, emang ga kerasa udah mau 19 tahun aja. Karena perasaan baru aja kemaren - kemaren ngerayain ultah ke-14 sama temen - temen SMP. And this is the second year too for me, celebrate my birthday far away from my family and my home :( hikss :((

Di umur 19 tahun, pertama - tama saya mau bersyukur kepada Allah. Thanks for all happiness that you give to me, thanks for yesterday and today, pls bless me and my family tomorrow, next day, and everyday.

Terima kasih udah dikasih kesempatan ngerayain ulang tahun ke 19 tahun.
Terima kasih udah ngejaga aba, ibu, adek sehingga mereka sehat, dan selalu dilindunganMu.
Terima kasih atas pengalaman, apapun itu, tears, laugh, happiness, sadness, it teach me well :)
Terima kasih atas rezeki yang udah dilimpahkan :)
Terima kasih krn udah mengirimkan orang - orang terbaik ke dalam kehidupan saya :)

Daan diumur 19 ini, saya harap...

Menjadi orang yang lebih baik, bisa banggain orang tua.
IPK harus naik, harus bagus :))
Lebih atif dan berguna :)
Online shop lancaaaar :))

Dan yang utama di setiap doa : God, pls guide my parent and my little brother. Make them stay healthy and make happiness stay around them. They are my strength :) Amiiiiiiiiin :)))